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just realised its the 2nd year anniversary of this dead blog

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Im not blogging

guest post by sivam..

I FAIL O NOES BLARGH I M DEAD LOL

-I refers to me.. so yea.. i fail my first n last paper in TP, if a good start is 50% success, than the ending must fail, if not imba and no "mother" of success...

XtraXtraXtra

??????... i just read sivam's post ... haha we are kinda similar... except im the more silent type and i have Christ... so privilaged (really nothing compares to You). When i was reading his post it was like as tho i have always wanted to type all those.. thanks sivam! so xtraxtraxtra-like~!! and i 'like' being the xtra, i tink i began to embrace it years ago, or accept??? zzz... haha....

save my blogging 'ink', cuz wad i wan to type is too similar to what sivam has blogged, so go read his post, the 8 feb 2006, 'nothing' here

yea leave them behind weeee, of no value anymore...

BYE ALL

yea its my blog anniversary 2day... tho it has not much meaning...
like 2 - thank people 4 bothering to read n bearing this crappy layout .........
that's all i think...
and to celebrate my anniversary... i shall spare u all and me by not posting anything until i feel like it ...its time 4 a break hehe..
-nothing here!- hurray! no more post!!
ya bye!

freaky...

blog hopping around c some "personality test" and tried zzzz cuz sian la

http://www.paulsadowski.com/birthday.asp

You entered: 3/18/1986

few things..
You are 1,013 weeks old.(more den 1000 sundays gone!!)

Your birthstone is Aquamarine The Mystical properties of Aquamarine
Aquamarine is often used to experience love and mercy. It is said to help ease depression and grief.Some lists consider these stones to be your birthstone. (Birthstone lists come from Jewlers, Tibet, Ayurvedic Indian medicine, and other sources)

........ 'Love' man ..... hahaa

Your birth tree is
Lime Tree, the Doubt
Accepts what life dishes out in a composed way, hates fighting, stress and labour, tends to laziness and idleness, soft and relenting, makes sacrifices for friends, many talents but not tenacious enough to make them blossom, often wailing and complaining, very jealous, loyal.

im very jealous LOL

You were born on a Tuesday
under the astrological sign Pisces.
Your Life path number is 9.
ok take 4 fun 1 so lets take a look at wad life path 9 is...

9
The keys to the nature of a Life Path number 9 person are compassion, generosity, and a very humanitarian attitude. This is the lesson that must be learned in this life. Usually this number produces an individual that is very trustworthy and honorable, and one unlikely to harbor any sort of prejudice. Obviously, this is a rather tall order, but you are, in fact, a person that feels very deeply for individuals less fortunate than yourself, and if you are in a position to help, you certainly will (sounds like my motto...). You tend to be quite sensitive, as you see the world with much feeling and compassion. The 9, being the highest of the single digit numbers, holds an elevated position and poses certain responsibilities. The purpose of life for those with a 9 life path is of a philosophical nature. Judges, spiritual leaders, healers and educators frequently have much 9 energy. Material gains are not overly important, although the quality of some life path 9 people is such that they are materially rewarded in very significant ways. Often, the number 9 life path requires a very selfless attitude and the giving up of material possessions for the common good. Even the very average of those with life path 9 possess extremely compassionate tendencies. The desire to help others, especially the troubled or underprivileged, is strong. You are apt to frequently find yourself being used and let down by others, as your generosity is misused and abused.
The number 9's very deep understanding of life is sometimes manifested in the artistic and literary fields( no sense here). Here you may be able to express your deep emotional feelings through painting, writing, music, or other art forms (owned..). Often, however, there if a great deal of difficulty finding a suitable outlet for the 9 Life Path. The 9 is usually well suited to the helping and healing professions; the number is less inclined to the competitive business environment.
You have the ability to make friends very easily, as people are attracted to your magnetic, open personality. You have a special gift of understanding people, which if used correctly can be of great benefit to others. Your interest in people tends to make you quite social. People just naturally like you because you are so sympathetic, tolerant and broad-minded (weee!). In many ways, you are a romantic that can get lost in your loves and passions. Relationships can be difficult for you, however, because it is hard to strike a balance that will work effectively. If your partner is one sharing your giving attitudes, the relationship will be happy and lasting. On the other hand, if you choose a partner whose focus is on material issues, problems will arise quickly.
As do all the life path numbers, the 9 has its negative side, and because of the demanding nature of the truly positive 9, many tend to fail in this category ( !! ). It is not uncommon for persons with the 9 life path to fight the realities and challenges of purpose imposed here because selflessness is not an easy trait. You may have difficulty believing that giving and a lack of personal ambition can be satisfying. It must be realized and accepted that little long-term satisfaction and happiness is to be gained by rejecting the natural humanitarian inclinations of this path.

haha ..... haha ...... y did i even do this.... needed to read smthing liddat anyway so... wadeva...

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nothing else 2 blog ... out of content...
361 days.. , maybe i should juz let this blog rot..
lost the will to blog..... byezz

focus...

ok ... last friday got half day cuz of some ccn day thingy in school, play monopoly on laptop lol n was the firz to get bankrupt cuz i bidded $5000 on a house -.-. And i managed to go for festival of praise wif cg the firz time in my life (eh??!) hehe.. pretty cool, probably cuz i nv go any kind of concert thing b4 but the music is still gd lah... went 2 bedok 4 supper/dinner .. ( no fish n chip with porridge or hokkien mee this time..)n sit mercs cab Oo Went out 2 ast to play battlefield 2 on sat Oo.. got owned so play dota n i use queen of pain wahaha can blink n run/kill... jeremy l33t tinker!! but owning is mean so im not talking on that ... like how jon own me n sivam zzz.. Jeremy den got his new hairstyle n jon wanted 2 watch fireworks ( != gay ) but ended up taking no 10 to tampinese 2 watch movie dunnoe y oso... zzzz so no movie 2 watch sivam want 2 watch stealth i dun wan 2 say anything n jeremy n jon wan 2 watch 7 swords... failed 2 get him to watch 7 swords so buh bye there.... haha go ms wahaha :) (the intended option 4 me) ... Pastor Rony talked on the power of focus in our lives, smthing blur people haf a problem with... on how we haf the power to choose what to focus in our lives.. nice nice ... :D:D Sunday! There's this professor from Australia talking during service about science and God... on how fossil's age can be faked.. on how T-Rex have red blood cells found in them, and that this world is actually a few thousand years old, not billions of years as u read in science books when u were young..., meaning if that is true, evolution is false since its man's view and a few thousand years is not enuff.. Another interesting thing is that a year is based on the earth n sun, month on earth n moon, week is based on "the 7th day He rested"! Ok went for cg... 2day was more discussion like, with all the opinions flying ard , hasn't been liddat since Alvin led last time =). Spdlight had pastor chee preaching .. ok... went 4 fop again..... ate nuggets at mac 4 dinner n even had to pay 10 cents for the sauce ... argh n girl at the counter said she bad mood 2day... had 2 repeat evrything i say .. the heck.. Special monday post! zzzzzzzzzzzzzz............... (but its not the focus!) ya thats monday 4 me.. red is cool (dun see it, wear it! like i did).. aint i patriotic?? met jeremy after sch 2 collect heroes 4 even tho my cd rom drive is spoiled... n buy cd containers too .... 2morrow i Singapore birthday!! ok..... the whole point is its a holiday!111!... recently feels so holiday like...haha bye!

strange things that dont happen evry sunday...

- bro sam scolded the congregation saying if u come spdlight 2 pass ur time, then dun bother... wah.. feels like some discipline head.. haiz
- the lady that sells yu pian mi fen treat me jared and eugene free drinks 2day..... ...... ........... wah..
- i nearly got knocked down by a car .. seems like i lost my sense of balance... n coordination.. wadeva i didnt even look in that direction... zzz
- err... ehh.. errrrr ... leet

Probability/chance

nooooo..... i lost my breastplate of valor to a warrior yesterday (in world of warcraft).. the guy not only won my valor , but he got spaulders of valor and 2 brilliant chromatic scales in that same run. In WoW, when a item drops, evry1 has a chance to roll (or pass on it), in which the computer will generate a random number 1 - 100, with the highest number among all winning the item.

So lets try to count the probability of that warrior taking all the loot happening.... figures from allakazam..

Probability of...
Finding a brillant chromatic scale off a Chromatic Whelp --> 0.299
Winning the roll against 15 people --> 0.299/ 15 = 0.001993
Finding another brillant chromatic scale off a Chromatic Whelp --> 0.299
Winning the roll against 15 people again- 0.299/ 15 = 0.001993
These 2 events happening in the same run/time --> 0.001993 * 0.001993 = 0.000003972
Finding Spaulders of valor --> 0.1353
Finding Spaulders of valor and 2 scales AT the same run/time --> 0.000003972 * 0.1353 = 0.0000005374
Finding Breastplate of valor --> 0.0656
Finding Spaulders of valor and 2 scales AT the same run/time and seeing valor drop --> 0.00000003525
Since there are 2 warriors on the raid, he will haf to roll against me, dropping the probability of him getting the valor chestpiece by 0.5
Finding Spaulders of valor and 2 scales AT the same run/time and winning valor BP against me
-----> 0.00000003525 * 0.5 = 0.00000001763

If i convert that probability, it basically means the probability of all that happening at the same time is
1 in 56,721,497 times
Ok i made a mistake im assuming there are only 2 whelps, which is wrong since there are about 20 killed per run, so i will haf to multiply the number i got by (20/2) = 10
which makes 1 in 5,672,150 times

So watch out when people say maaaybeee, they mean theres a chance/probabilty that it may happen, even if its 1 in 5 million , it can still happen. haiz to think i was still joking about about that happening 2 me n it happened..
haiz this is only a mmorg, if u think of how evrything that has happened in ur life n try 2 use probability in it, haha the number will be astronomical... by chance ???

attempts to blog

Today is Youth challenge sunday... nv heard of this kind of thing in LE b4 , ate lunch den went for the 3 pm service wearing yellow, but its 1/4 wearing yellow maybe??? The message was good, n i went home after that...
Pastor Rony said smthing like: Its not how good we are, its whether we know Christ or not.... how true, but i cant help but tink of my blog title... haha . Of course my blog title is crap .. indeed what we can see and think is so finite..... we cant seem to see wads behind the scene ( or the bigger picture )...
zzzzz this is an attempt to blog so 2 show im alive yeah.... i got a problem??? y do i remember these things?? y do i care? xtra? bleah.....
6 days to saturday, 7 days to nxt sunday......

Its all good

celebrated the birthday of Isabel, Amelia and Flannery 2day ... ........ ................... i can't tink of anything else 2 write but its all good..... ok... yesterday was the outreach 2 evergreen circle, was pretty fun n the response was better than wat i expected (maybe i was too negative) , n there's this grandpa that went missing after the programme... n we actually haf 2 split up n look 4 him... it was kinda impossible 2 find if u ask me, u noe, how limited people are .. its like we can only do so much, but i noe some1 that can do much moreeee... couldn't find him in the end but thank God he went back home the next day =D (imagine how his son felt wif his 80+ yr old father touring around town the whole nite, its not funny at all...)
yeah its all good...

Created a acc in maple but that game is too boring 4 me... its the perfect cure 4 insomia. Playing X Hero Siege on lancraft instead... using the mountain king wif avatar 4 pure ownage... i can hit 10k damage wif my aura that absorbs 200% of attack dmg per hit meaning evry hit i do i get back 20k hp!! but im always lagging in kills cuz im this melee guy that got 2 run ard..

My blog is turning 1 yr old in 1 month 10 days!!!! i juz realised yesterday that my blog is 'borned' on the 18th!! like me, jon, wq, and 'maybe jeremy if i recalled correctly' !! that mean guy told us his bday last time but use some trick 2 make evry1 forget .... very good...

MIA

Firz day doing cameras for spdlite 2day!! It was pretty fun and scary... like u noe when ur hand shakes the congre can see... n when u go live n u thot its not u or vice versa ...or when u didnt capture the whole person n stuff...but anyway .. the point is to read the lyrics!! dun look at whats in the screen ... nothing went wrong phew..
Anyway i saw a ex-spdlighter/cg member today in the toilet after spdlite... he say he come becuz of a friend ... and left b4 i could say bye properly... he told me less then 1 yr ago that he is not attending church anymore.. but at least he came 2day yea..
mia, mia, mia....... bleah i lost my blogging touch so im not typing anymore... quite alot of post recently.....

Today is Saturday

went kayaking wif my cg 2day!! i was abit late .... but i was quite shocked that there were quite a number there already... quite strange since when we meet last time, i was normally abit late but the earliest there.... n den i realised that this time its becuz the usual latecomers were not there haha.. Reached costa sands but the weather looked bad ( like always =( ) decided not to kayak firz n ended up playing polar bear... haha i got chosen as the polar bear along with Joanna and Gina but they were making "alot" of noise, so i decided to stay low hehe... N i actually won wahaha ... watching the villagers kill off each other while not a single accusation was made against me lolx, im the silent assasin /kill.... i even voted off Gina -.-
the weather got better n we get to kayak yea!! Arg too long nv exercise but it was fun hehe... n i didnt puke.. Went to eat lunch at the LJS in bedok and after that accompany Jonathan to Jeremy house.. eat papaya drink coffee there and then got 2 take cab down to LE for MS ... blah becuz i left late.. couldn't get a cab for awhile( was abt to get pissed but i will be patient :D) but managed to get in 1 and reach there with 2 mins to spare :P:P ... Ate dinner after MS n went home after i finish my dinner loh... and no im not eating the hokkien mee my mother is giving me now :O nice nice ...

feel like

...... i feel like whining .. lolz on how i got 2 drag myself 2 school evryday and wait 4 5.30 pm to come... but i wont... becuz i choose to ... not becuz i can ...
wahaha
tok about whining ... n now my blog is distorted :(... i really should count my blessings :)

the magic word...

the magic word of christianity ... its found here..
http://dictionary.reference.com/search?q=faith
read especially the paragraph below....

cant use logic.....

Get a life...

..... 9 am service 2day was on the divine cause.... towards the last part, pastor rony actually said smthin like, "u often hear people use this phrase "u go get a life" which was often used on lazy people hu are not doing anything"... it is oso used 2 refer 2 gamers hu stay at home for 16 hours on their com 7 days a wk or close.. ie. refered to as 'hardcore' gamers.. these people cause much discontentment among those hu cannot do so .. becuz they r often leeter as they play more, those "casual" gamers (wad they call themselves, since they haf a life, or claim to) will then cause the old argument will start on how they got work, family, friends blah blah blah. and cannot play as much n are thus lousier and take comfort by accusing those hardcore player that they haf no "life". Often when i see/hear this statement (which comes out quite often), the firz thing that come across my mind is, "What life u toking???" .. yup thats the problem, what life are u exactly toking abt.?? for what cause?? of course pastor rony went on n talked abt the "divine cause" of all christians =)
Spdlite was even more ....... , becuz i never hear this kind of message being preached b4... the heck m i tinking
back to my "life" of 9 to 5.30 evry wkday in my workcell.....

Black n White

Firz time serving at the video room 2day.... well its not supposed 2 be 2day, but miscommunication so juz ended up doing powerpt slides...
The point is 2day is special, becuz theres something wrong with the communication lines 2day, or "excessive noise" in technical terms. So all the cameras cannot connect 2 the mixer, tried 2 vaccum the room but it went from poor signal to no signal haha... so 4 praise n worship, we flashed directly from the computer to the screen (u get 2 c the lyrics software !!) , n when its announcements, we actually got 2 manually switch from com to camera (we plucked out the wire between the com n projector n reconnect it 2 the camera, becuz the cam is not linked 2 the mixer, so the camera can use.. if u dun understand .. its ok) .. den when its time 4 the powerpoint, got 2 reconnect 2 the other com..the powerpoint is black n white becuz if got color the whole screen will screw again, was saying thats retro...
probably the firz time seeing black n white in LE ....cool sia.. zzz got sch 2morrow.

Anything...!!!!

i finally found out y im liddat!!! its because evrything oso anything!!! woot!!! so so long 2 find that out .... i got this exceptional ability to accept evrything around me thats y im anything!!! its probably trained becuz i got nothing i wan ... n thats fine becuz its anything lar... This skill is probably trained thats y xtra.. thats y im so resistant 2 change ... becuz its ANYTHING!!!!
den again they say staying content is good..... doing nothing muz be bad
remember... whateva happens................. anything!!!!111

and so xtra was born....

stuff like this dun deserve a title

O.o O.o O.o O.o .... 2day is the day where my NSC training officially start.. report sch at 9 am
the trainer frm the company (festo) dropped by 2 give us a training lesson at 10+ am.. so 2 give a basic idea of wad its abt..

NSC stands 4 National Skills Competition n will be held next year... n since im taking part in the mechatronics component...
Mechatronics can be spelt as Mecha-tronics ... Mecha means mechanics and tronics means electronics ... Yeah!! i finally found a way 2 explain wad my course means after 2 year muahaha.. ok so there will be 2 people per team n we are supposed 2 assemble(mechanic part) and program (electronics part) an automated system ...(think mini factory). There is the distribution, testing, handling, processing and sorting of stuff. The trainer taught on the the basics of programming these, caught it quite quickly cuz its similar 2 wad i learnt, but it went on all the way to 5.30 pm wif only a 15 minutes lunch break (supposed 1 hr) as the canteen is full so might as well dun eat n go back...so 2wards the end my mind actually shutdown... zzz. Learnt the handling part today, and we actually haf to know the rest by monday when the trainer returns. N 2day is thursday, so i only got 2morrow 2 learn all remaining 4 parts.. hardcore i must say.....

Ohh lastly im most likely doing the mechanical part as my partner specialises in programming, n according to past results, its always the mechanical portion that drag us down... i guess those people r leet huh... ITE people (fast fingers) , and NYP (they were the first) previous round actually haf this guy that can do programming without looking at his screen, heck, teacher say supposed 2 learn until it become like a reflex (like that guy). I cant even play time crisis 2 looking away , hey i tried to say hi while playing... lost a life =(, n failed to finish the game.But mostly its pretty reflex tho, tats cuz i play for like 7 yrs already. Even then, its still far from perfect, like i nv will be. The above paragraph only shows how liable i will be, n thats the true meaning of liability..

SIP

2day is my firz day of my SIP (Student Internship Program) which is training 4 NSC.
Basically move things around 2 my work cell...

I also got transfered to video crew 4 my tech team in church .... play wif cameras n lyrics n slides now...
zzz 9 to 5.30 evry weekday .......
boringz.