History is meant to be learnt, not repeated

Haiz... i lost my temper 2day... couldn't take it anymore :(
Went 2 sch as usual... den got 2 help Matthew patch up his PowerE circuit during my break... but he n his friend kept teasing me abt the way i look/walk..+ the fact tat they dun want 2 do their work past few days n treat me like i owe their father money... can't stand the sight of them that i just walked away n ate lunch myself . Been so long since i got tis kind of feeling 2wards anyone xcept my family maybe..( i remembered the last time i lost my "temper" was at Jeremy over some super minor thing.. the result was tat i cold war wif him 4 dunnoe how many days wahahaha ... n b4 tat was Sivam kept making fun of me that i threw my water bottle at him :P , n er?) Haha gd thing is the effects are getting less minor n violent...So i went MENSA alone n found a nice corner n sit there n eat (yea!), but i was not supposed 2 be alone i guesse.. Ian Philip happen 2 buy a drink n was alone too(??) so he came n sat wif me... haha updated him on the status of shss people (abit) n toked abit on our sch work n old times.(sec 2)!! .... he still remembered the times where they used 2 install computers IN our classroom n Jonathan will complete half-life along wif games like Pikachu Volleyball , LiDo(sp) and pokemon cards.. i remembered playing comet busters with Sivam..where 4 hands will squeeze into 1 tiny keyboard lol.. n i shld ask Jeremy 2 stop playing pokemon card under the table wif me wen the Chinese Teacher is teaching. Went 4 my powerE lab but the circuit could not work.. ended up wif matthew helping me do instead(i took his circuit) .. blah, tis sux, just could not find the problem n i got 2 use such cheat methods 2 hand in my work =( .
Was demoralised zzz cant help it... but i got full marks 4 my CKTCS quiz.. if not i sian liao. phew.
Went LE after sch 2 rehearse 4 youth rally drama.. share cab home
zzz Even Ian asked me 2 change my image lol.. aiya i got problem convincing people i sec 4 i tink -.-. Not 2 4get all the tech team crew that i am older den them ..
:):):):):):):):):):):):) smiling is gd..