SIP

2day is my firz day of my SIP (Student Internship Program) which is training 4 NSC.
Basically move things around 2 my work cell...

I also got transfered to video crew 4 my tech team in church .... play wif cameras n lyrics n slides now...
zzz 9 to 5.30 evry weekday .......
boringz.

Born like that

watched a programme on this research on the effect of guides on babies....
Setting: A baby was getting to his mother, on this track ... with a customised slope.... The slope can be set at different angles (no slope,gentle slope, steep slope etc). So the research was done with 3 varying degrees of steepness, the gentle, the in between(middle) and a very steep one.
The gentle:
As the baby approached the slope, his mother (in front) instructed the baby to stop walking. At first, he stopped. However , after some hesitation (he probably thought that he can walk down), he contined to walked down the slope . Despite his mother repeated instructions to stop, he moved slowly and eventaully reached his mother.
The steep:
As the baby approached the slope, his mum instructed him to continue walking. He stopped n refused to move. No matter how hard his mum tried to persuade him to get down the slope, he refused.
The in between:
As the baby approached the slope, his mum asked him to continue walking. He didnt really walked at first as he was not sure if he can make it across, but his mother persuaded him to walk. Step by step he moved down the slope, with his mum constantly reassuring that he can make it. He got to his mum finally.
The conclusion of this research is that they only listen to their guides/mentors when that are unsure of their situation, however, in cases where they are not, they are able to make the desicions themselves.

So was he being rebellious or excercising his survival instincts?? Born like that to listen only when in doubt . Ha.

Failure is not an option

"Adapt or lose out" thats the law of nature i suppose.. spieces that are able 2 adapt to changes in their surroundings faster often gain the upperhand over their fellow mates.. those who fail to often ended up dead/xtra. For example, people who issist on fury/arms in pvp often ended weaker than those who follow the trend and went arms/fury. They are often considered weaker compared 2 the other warriors (am i out of point?? sorry...) Even if there are exceptions, like good fury warriors, they are always arms/fury warriors that will be better becuz there are designed that way. Those fury warriors will than hope for a change in their talent trees by blizzard(ie. surroundings), something they do not have control of... but nonetheless hope for a buff in their trees even though its not confirmed n thus remain stubborn.

Ok sorry again if u fail to understand/dunnoe what im toking about...Went for 11 am service today only haha...
Failure is not an option -Darth Vader. Hey he said that in one of the shows(episode 4 i tink) n im watching star wars 2morrow ... yay!

Pointless computer programs

http://www.mess.be/inickgenwuname.php
hey check this out when u run out of online nicks haha
Cool man
XtraXtraXtra from this day forward you you will also be known as
"Unlucky Hunter"
and
Xtra from this day forward you you will also be known as
"Violent Menace"
Sivam Murthy from this day forward you you will also be known as
"Wacko Assassin"

hahahaha. quite funny what a few random codes can do to my nick =( wow sivam got smthin 2 do with assassins lol.. wads the probabilty of that happening man?? the programmer doesn't noe sivam like assassins rite?? n xtraxtraxtra is unlucky??? dun curse me go away :P. n Xtra is definitely non-violent n ferendly, rite? yup, freak accidents do happen , even on websites.....

Running...

When u go runnning, do u carry ur big heavy school bag wear your old worn out shoes n ur formal clothing?
or do put that bag aside, put on ur sports attire n running shoes?

argh rotting at home i tink i gonna die 1 year later when i enter NS, haven't been running.....

This is a pointless blog post meant 2 take up space..

pointless!! waste space!! alrite i wun do it again in case u get bored ... :P
Last thing .. nice huh?

The "legacy"

So one day i decided i was too extra n decided 2 use Xtra as my online nick!! looked at wad happened after that.......
direct cut and paste from Sivam's blog
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
if u all go to xtra's blog u'd learn abt wat the gm told him abt his nickname.. long story short Xtraxtraxtra was not acceptable as it was 3 words.. and they didnt allow 3 words. so he reverted to Xtra, which breaks a long chain of memories so i honour the livelihood of Xtra! Here are some of his names..
Tactical Commanders
Xtra [the beginning. no more Xtra After that]

Elysium Online:
JianShenXtra [A l33t SwordGod, if u look below JianShenXtra actually means SwordSaintXtra(edited by me)]
GeneralXtra [l33t halberdier]
KillerXtra [He used an Assassin to store items. ahaha]

Fairyland Online:
SwordSaintXtra [ dumb game but we gave him tt name cozhe didnt wanna use JSX. A Warrior]

Knights Online:
SirSwordSaintXtra [Knights hence the Sir; a valiant Warrior]
StyloShooterXtra [Made this archer to spam money]

Cronous Online
XtraXtraXtra[A fighter class but the nly class with the heal ability... a warrior with heal? OMG NERF]

MapleStroy
XtraXtraXtra[u said it. a warrior as usual.. going thru the ways of the sword]

Ragnarok Online Priv Server
SwordSaintXtra[lv255 knight! not crusader coz he said crusader are gay and dun use sword. which was true. they didnt use swords.]LaLaLaXtra[His alternate Bard.i gave him tt name coz i was sleepy and i made a dancer so he made a bard to combine the powers of music]

R.O.S.E Online
XtraXtraXtra [ His first Ever female main! Soldier class. and instead of sword type he went polearm. strange aint it? dex based so it was like kinda in my territory but nvm. i kind ferend{he broke 3 ruels: amle char rule, weapon rule and stat rule!]
FunkyOldXtra[a healing mage. had green hair and old man face.. hence FOX! ahaha]

Shattered Galaxy
XtraXtraXtra [A l33t player]

ASDF Hoverboard
XtraXtraXtra[lv30 acceleration specced boarder. l33t guy]

World Of Warcraft
Xtra [mean gm spoil.... supposed to be XtraXtraXtra][he is currently a lv 55 warrior ongoing 60! gogog Xtra!. bte he switch back to sword... good.]
XtraKiller[rogue lol]
LiabilityXtra[Tauren druid only lv4..enuff said.]

Tribute to the Greatest Warrior of All time! XtraXtraXtra!Tomorrow i shall post abt the legacy of mi! yea!
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
In return?? an increase in degree of my specs n lots of scolding from my mother...
what a legacy.. kinda nice tho
too lazy 2 write smthin like that O.o
what else 2 say??? hmm.
what else 2 do?? ahh.

Its not in me

blah juz rejected a offer 2 be a TP orientation mentor... wad m i doing?
cant imagine myself as a mentor lol.. how am i supposed 2 be one, i noe im gonna be super xtra la.
those yr 1's r gonna be bored stiffed if its me man, i mean like the whole class will expect me 2 tok alot(im 'off' type) ... which i can't..
never worked these kind of stuff.. i noe i will choose not 2 tok haha
its just not in me, have 2 learn maybe, but no teachers no textbooks -.- not serious on the textbook thing i hate studying ahh
how can it be done???
chose not 2 again ... ..... ........